The Strange Threshold of the Unknowing

I live in the unknowing

Will you come and visit me there 


I am your daughter 

Once a part of you

You carried me

Everywhere



Then I was born 

And you carried me no longer but

You would visit me

Everywhere


I live in the unknowing

Will you come and visit me there 


You crossed oceans and borders 

Stranger thresholds for me

You would visit me 

Everywhere 


To the hospitals, to the streets

Wherever I lived

You would visit me

Everywhere 


I live in the unknowing

Will you come and visit me there 


You left your home to be with me

To care for that which I loved 

You would visit me 

Everywhere 


Would you leave your certainty

Would you leave your faith

Would you visit me

Everywhere 


I live in the unknowing

Will you come and visit me there 


Maybe there is a place 

Where mother’s can’t go

© Ruby Neumann



Poet's Note:  Written May 30, 2022


I wrote this with a lot of mother's in mind... including my own.  I hear stories of mothers going to visit their children that require them to cross strange thresholds.  


What does it take for a mother to cross over the Strange Threshold of the Unknowing?  Can she pick up that book, can she make that call, can she have that conversation, can she journey out of her faith, if only for a day, to see what is beyond the borders of her knowing?  


There is many a daughter who can't invite her mother across this threshold, out of fear, out of shame, out of respect, out of love.  But will that mother cross it herself if only just to visit her daughter where she lives?