There’s a whisper in the darkness
That comes from my shattered soul
“I want to know You’re with me
That You still working to make me whole”
It’s that whisper like a flickering flame
In the wind that doesn’t go out
From the depths of my broken being
When I don’t have breath to shout
“If all I have is Your Love in me
And if that is all that I can see
Then surely that has to be enough
When You I can’t feel or hear”
I still doubt the whispers
That I once believed were You
But if You Are still who You said You Are
Then I can still hope that You are True
So I whisper again in the darkness
And not trust in the endless night
But hope for Your return to me
In the Awakening of Your Light
© Ruby Neumann
Poet's Note: Written in October 2019. I found myself in the most beautiful place in… well maybe not in the world, or even in Alberta… but when I am there… it is the most beautiful place.
I wonder if posting this now almost a year later… am I any closer to a different revelation than I was back then. Maybe, maybe not. What I really grasp right now is that Love is still in me… and that is what matters and what fuels me.