Reticence



I understand 


the value of mining 


the gold in me


but what pure purpose is there


 to convince anyone else


 of that internal treasure


 If there is indeed


 worth on the inside


that which needs to be known 


by anyone but me


then


 let it ooze 


from the cracks of my fortress


in the oil of my character 


not from the hole 


in the middle of my face


© Ruby Neumann





Poet's Note: Written March 10, 2022.  This was just a thought in my head that needed a place outside my head to live.  So I turned it into a poem.    

Reticence, a restraint of sorts, is something that dwells beyond my ego.  I don't even know if I long for this as much as I think it is wise.  It makes sense to me that all humankind would mine to the depths of their own soul, and cease the pursuit of gathering a following for any cause.  

Oh that the only things that would ooze out of us is character wrapped in Love.  



I VALUE...

I VALUE: 


LIFE 

(FAMILY FRIENDS CRITTERS 

CHILDREN STRANGERS

FLOWERS GARDENS

WATER FIRE SNOW) 


BEAUTY

(COLOUR NATURE 

KINDNESS ARTISTRY 

CRAFTS ARCHITECTURE)


HONEST EXPRESSION 

(AUTHENTICITY CREATIVITY 

QUESTIONS POETRY WRITING)


THE JOURNEY

(ADVENTURE GRIEF DOUBT 

UNKNOWING DIVERSITY TIME

 UNDERSTANDING COMPASSION LOVE)

© Ruby Neumann


(Photo taken in 2016 on shore of Lake Michigan in Wisconsin) 


Poet's Note: Written on March 5, 2022 after I saw a quote: 


"Who you are should be a question of what you value, not what you believe." 


Each of the four categories contains words.  My use of punctuation and lack of it means everything in my poetic expression.  Brackets gather, lack of commas don't separate.  These words aren't in order of importance… they carry the same weight.  


It will be a truly beautiful day when I can see the same beauty in a grasshopper as I do in my cats.   It will be a truly beautiful day when I can love a stranger as a friend.  It will be a truly beautiful day when I can treasure my unknowing as my understanding and my doubts and grief as my compassion and love