Backyard Pastor

 

I remember the day they moved in next door

With their children, their dog and the cat

The neighbourhood came to life again

And there's nothing wrong with that


He moved his family to our town

To be close to his community 

A pastor living in the midst of his Church

Now that's the best place to be


We tried to do the neighbourly thing 

And welcome them to our block

We were greeted with a house of smiles

The moment, on their door, that we knocked


Over the years, we have enjoyed the life

That flowed from our neighbour's yard

The children's laughter and even their fights

To not appreciate both would be hard


On Sunday's we would watch them leave

To church, and wave them well

But to church is not our place to go

In our yard is where we dwell 


And yet over all the years

We never felt judged by him for our choice

He became our backyard pastor

With a different kind of voice


Often we chat over the fence

Of topics much like a supper stew

Life, God and vegetables

We talk like neighbours do


He told me once that winter was hard

And not because of the snow and the cold

"I don't get to visit as much with my neighbours"

Now there is a heart of gold

We walked into him the other day

And his smile had faded some

But there was joy still flowing from his face

Like through all the years had done


A diagnosis of cancer

News that no one wants to hear

What will become of our backyard pastor

Our hearts began to fear


But in that moment I remembered

That the moment is what we have

We must live in each moment

And let that make us glad


Tomorrow is never guaranteed

Life gives us only today

To admire the beauty of the sunflowers

That grow along the way


In that moment our backyard pastor

Told us that we were special, too

When the moment is all you have

Sharing your heart is what you do


We've never called him "Pastor"

Though to others he's a reverend 

A neighbour has no title

So we just call him friend


It would be our earnest prayer

That his time on earth be filled

With joy, with love, with gratitude

As the Creator has already willed


So a warm and hearty "Thank you" 

To our neighbour, we want to send

For amazing years as our backyard pastor

But mostly as our friend


© Ruby Neumann



Poet's note:  written September 30, 2020 
For Keith, our backyard pastor, neighbour and friend.  Last night, on July 15, 2021... he died .  I changed nothing in the poem from when I wrote it last fall.   


The photo is a picture I took this morning of our gardens.  Only a chainlink fence and my bunny fence separate our home grown produce.  I will miss our conversations over that fence.  

The Song of the Unknown Bird

There is a most beautiful song 

That sweeps its way to our ears

It comes in our bedroom window

And seems to lift our weighty fears


We know not where the song comes from

We have never seen the bird before

We have scoured the tree tops in search of it

But it evades us all the more


This morning we just listened

It is the most beautiful song around

And let go of the need to find the bird

That just does not want to be found


Maybe it's okay to embrace the mystery

And let the song make its way to our soul

The colour of the feathers, the shape of it's beak

Are details we really don't need to know


Then the search for the bird is a waste of time

Something to be released

When it's the song that really matters

And it's the song that gives us peace


Oh, Unknown Bird, stay hidden from sight

Amid the leafy throng

As long as we can still listen

To your most beautiful song


© Ruby Neumann



Poet's Note: Written July 11, 2021. 

We have the window open in our bedroom and my husband's favourite bird is singing.  We don't know what kind of bird it is, we have never seen it.  But it has the most beautiful song.  We have tried to search the tree tops to see if we can discover what the bird looks like, but we have come out empty handed every time.  So this morning we just laid in bed and listened to the song.  We didn't rush to the window to see if we could get a look.  We just listened.  

I told my husband.  "Maybe we can just embrace the mystery".  Why do I have to know the bird?  Will the colour of the feathers and the size of the beak make any difference on the beauty of the song?  Maybe it is an ugly bird by human standards, I have noticed that the most beautiful birds, like the blue jay and the magpie are not the best singers.  Maybe this beautiful songbird is not the best looking.  Maybe that is why it hides in the trees.  It knows that it's song is what it has to offer.  

Maybe one day we will meet the bird, but today, it's identity remains a secret.  And maybe I can be okay with that.  It's anonymity doesn't take away from the beauty of the song.